The Flight of the ShadowI am old, else, I think, I should not have the courage to tell the story I am going to tell. All those concerned in it about whose feelings I am careful, are gone where, thank God, there are no secrets! If they know what I am doing, I know they do not mind. If they were alive to read as I record, they might perhaps now and again look a little paler and wish the leaf turned, but to see the things set down would not make them unhappy: they do not love secrecy. Half the misery in the world comes from trying to look, instead of trying to be, what one is not. I would that not God only but all good men and women might see me through and through. They would not be pleased with everything they saw, but then neither am I, and I would have no coals of fire in my soul's pockets! But my very nature would shudder at the thought of letting one person that loved a secret see into it. Such a one never sees things as they are - would not indeed see what was there, but something shaped and coloured after his own likeness. No one who loves and chooses a secret can be of the pure in heart that shall see God. |
Contents
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5 MY FIRST SECRET | 31 |
6 I LOSE MYSELF | 42 |
7 THE MIRROR | 48 |
8 THANATOS AND ZOE | 54 |
20 A STRANGE VISIT | 130 |
21 A FOILED ATTEMPT | 136 |
22 JOHN RECALLS AND REMEMBERS | 142 |
23 LETTER AND ANSWER | 150 |
24 HAND TO HAND | 155 |
25 A VERY STRANGE THING | 164 |
26 THE EVIL DRAWS NIGHER | 172 |
27 AN ENCOUNTER | 183 |
9 THE GARDEN | 64 |
10 ONCE MORE A SECRET | 70 |
11 THE MOLE BURROWS | 75 |
12 A LETTER | 79 |
13 OLD LOVE AND NEW | 86 |
14 MOTHER AND UNCLE | 93 |
15 THE TIME BETWEEN | 104 |
16 FAULT AND NO FAULT | 107 |
17 THE SUMMONS | 114 |
18 JOHN SEES SOMETHING | 124 |
19 JOHN IS TAKEN ILL | 127 |
28 ANOTHER VISION | 192 |
29 MOTHER AND SON | 197 |
30 ONCE MORE AND YET AGAIN | 203 |
31 MY UNCLE COMES HOME | 211 |
32 TWICE TWO IS ONE | 218 |
33 HALF ONE IS ONE | 222 |
34 THE STORY OF MY TWIN UNCLES | 228 |
35 UNCLE EDMUNDS APPENDIX | 253 |
36 THE END OF THE FIRST VOLUME | 259 |
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