Fear Itself

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Unbridled Books, 2004 - Biography & Autobiography - 202 pages
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In light of the crisis at the Fukushima Daiichi Nuclear Power Station in Japan, the remarkable personal story that comprises Fear Itself becomes a cautionary tale.

Unwittingly exposed to low-level radiation in the 1940s, Candida Lawrence has lived courageously with its effects throughout her life. Fear Itself traces her years struggling to have a child and her slow waking to the secrets that governments and institutions withheld from the women of her generation. The task for her—and for women who have shared her experience—has always been to believe herself into wholeness and to survive her losses and her illnesses until there is nothing left to fear. As always, Lawrence’s writing is filled with smart, gentle anger, sweet sadness and the most private sense of what is vital and important.

In Fear Itself, Lawrence’s deeply felt remembrances grant us an honest account of what it is to live in an unstable world. It is a truly personal account that sheds wide light on the world’s ongoing nuclear decisions.

What personal life story could be more timely?
  

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Memoir, a journey through one woman's life dealing with exposure to toxic substances under the watchful eyes of the U.S. Government. Disclosure of Material Connection: I received this book free from ... Read full review

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This is reported to be one of three memoirs by Candida Lawrence. Born around 1940 and a child of the nuclear test era by virtue of the work of her physicist first husband and her own early career ... Read full review

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Contents

Section 1
14
Section 2
54
Section 3
62
Section 4
83
Section 5
88
Section 6
101
Section 7
106
Section 8
142
Section 9
147
Section 10
163
Section 11
185
Section 12
199
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About the author (2004)

Candida Lawrence is the author of four separate volumes about her own life - Reeling & Writhing, Change of Circumstance, Fear Itself, and Vanishing. She says that her writing is her biography, all there is. She lives in Mill Valley, California, and is Founding Editor of Memoir (and).

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