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600 florins affair answer appear Archduke Rudolph artist Baden Baron Battle of Vittoria Battle Symphony Birchall Breuning brother Carl Carl Czerny Carl's cause Chorus composed concert Count Court Czerny dear friend dear Ries dedicated doubt Einlosung Schein engraved esteem Farewell favour feel Ferdinand Ries Fidelio florins forgive friendship give gold ducats gracious Grand happy hear heart Herr Kauka Herr Maelzel honour hope immortal beloved Kapellmeister kind Kinsky late Prince letter Lichnowsky Lobkowitz London Ludwig van Beethoven Mdlle never o'clock obliged once Opera Pasqualati performed pianoforte arrangement pleasure poor Prague Pray present Prince Lichnowsky Prince Lobkowitz Princess promise published Quartetts raf raf receive regard request salary score sent Septett servant Sonata soon Stephan von Breuning thanks Theatre thing tion to-day to-morrow Toplitz Trio true friend violin violoncello Vittoria Wegeler Wellington's Victory wish worthy write written yesterday Zmeskall
Page 44 - Celebrité de Votre nom ainsi que l'amitié dont Vous m'honorez, exigeroient de moi la dédicace d'un bien plus important ouvrage. La seule chose qui a pu me déterminer à Vous...
Page 23 - ... me — I demand, and they pay — so you see this is a very good thing. For instance, I have a friend in distress, and my purse does not admit of my assisting him at once, but I have only to sit down and write, and in a short time he is relieved. I am also become more economical than formerly. . . . To give you some idea of my extraordinary deafness, I must tell you that in the theatre I am obliged to lean close up against the orchestra in order to understand the actors, and when a little way...
Page 48 - And yet I found it impossible to say to others,' Speak louder; shout! for I am deaf!' Alas! how could I proclaim the deficiency of a sense which ought to have been more perfect with me than with other men, — a sense which I once possessed in the highest perfection, to an extent, indeed, that few of my profession ever enjoyed!
Page 5 - I fear, eventually develop into consumption ; to this is added melancholy, almost as great an evil as my malady itself. Imagine yourself in my place, and then I shall hope to receive your forgiveness for my long silence. You showed me extreme kindness and friendship by lending me...
Page 47 - Oh ! ye who think or declare me to be hostile, morose, and misanthropical, how unjust you are, and how little you know the secret cause of what appears thus to you...
Page 50 - ... me injustice; and let any one similarly afflicted be consoled by finding one like himself, who, in defiance of all the obstacles of nature, has done all in his power to be included in the ranks of estimable artists and men. My brothers Carl and Johann, as soon as I am no more, if Professor Schmidt be still alive, beg him in my name to describe my malady, and to add these pages to the analysis of my disease, that at least, so far as possible, the world may be reconciled to me after my death. I...
Page 51 - So be it then ! I joyfully hasten to meet Death. If he comes before I have had the opportunity of developing all my artistic powers, then, notwithstanding my cruel fate, he will come too early for me, and I should wish for him at a more distant period; but even then I shall be content, for his advent will release me from a state of endless suffering. Come when he may, I shall meet him with courage. Farewell! Do not quite forget me, even in death: I deserve this from you, because during my life I...
Page 29 - I can fly into your arms, and feel that they are my home, and send forth my soul in unison with yours into the realm of spirits. Alas! it must be so! You will take courage, for you know my fidelity. Never can another possess my heart- — never, never!
Page 49 - I still heard nothing ! Such things brought me to the verge of desperation, and wellnigh caused me to put an end to my life. Art, art alone, deterred me. Ah! how could I possibly quit the world before bringing forth all that I felt it was my vocation to produce ? And thus I spared this miserable...
Page 51 - Thus, then, I take leave of you, and with sadness too. The fond hope I brought with me here, of being to a certain degree cured, now utterly forsakes me. As autumn leaves fall and wither, so are my hopes blighted. Almost as I came, I depart. Even the lofty courage that so often animated me in the lovely days of summer is gone forever.