Bipolar Faith: A Black Woman's Journey with Depression and Faith

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Fortress Press, Jul 1, 2016 - Biography & Autobiography - 364 pages

Monica A. Coleman’s great-grandfather asked his two young sons to lift him up and pull out the chair when he hanged himself, and that noose stayed in the family shed for years. The rope was the violent instrument, but it was mental anguish that killed him. Now, in gripping fashion, Coleman examines the ways that the legacies of slavery, war, sharecropping, poverty, and alcoholism mask a family history of mental illness. Those same forces accompanied her into the black religious traditions and Christian ministry. All the while, she wrestled with her own bipolar disorder.

Bipolar Faith is both a spiritual autobiography and a memoir of mental illness. In this powerful book, Monica Coleman shares her life-long dance with trauma, depression, and the threat of death. Citing serendipitous encounters with black intellectuals like Henry Louis Gates, Jr., Angela Davis, and Renita Weems, Coleman offers a rare account of how the modulated highs of bipolar II can lead to professional success, while hiding a depression that even her doctors rarely believed. Only as she was able to face her illness was she able to live faithfully with bipolar. And in the process, she discovered a new and liberating vision of God.

 

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Contents

Grandma
3
Middle Place
23
The Mask
39
Faith in God
55
Every Time I Feel the Spirit
69
Invisible
71
Anointing
91
Calling
103
Dinah Project
189
The Dance
207
When I Die
219
No More Auction Block
243
Life of the Mind
245
Razor
257
Diagnosis
271
Revelations
287

Wade in the Water
121
Rape
123
Day by Day
127
Looking for Hope
149
Good Day Bad Day
161
Silence
177
Wilderness
301
Fated
317
Free
329
Lyric Credits
344
Acknowledgments
346
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About the author (2016)

Monica A. Coleman teaches theology and African American religions at Claremont School of Theology, where she also codirects the Center for Process Studies. Her writings cover womanist theology, sexual abuse, and the African American experience. She is an ordained elder in the African Methodist Episcopal Church a sought-after speaker and preacher.

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