The Day My Soul Was Shattered

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AuthorHouse, Oct 2, 2006 - Biography & Autobiography - 140 pages

The Day my Soul was Shattered is a book about the struggles of a young child trying to figure out the world we live in.  There was a lot of confusing messages always being given to me.  And the biggest message that I learned was that love hurts, it hurts a lot.  This message was expressed to me over and over day in and day out over a four year period.  The constant beating was almost too much to bear and the thoughts of no longer living became comforting thought.  I entertained these thought before I even hit puberty, but I could never do it myself in fear of spending eternity in a hell. As I grew older and was able to start making more and more of my own decision, I realize that one day all this pain would have to come to an end.  Either I was going too died or I would someday grow up and no one would be able to prevent me from leaving this situation.  Either way I was going to escape! Fortunately because of circumstance at the time neither one of these events happens, but the end results were achieved.  I began my adolescent with a warp since of myself I long to be loved and to feel that someone loved me.  I knew my mother love me, but knowing it and feeling it was totally different.  I started looking for love and acceptance from everyone who entered my life and not getting what I needed.  Looking for love and acceptance and not getting what I needed lead me to a young man that turns my world inside out.  Because of this event and the ones afterwards made me the person I am today.

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About the author (2006)

I have been writing for over twenty years and it is my passion.  I wanted to write about events in my life in hope that my readers will find somthing useful to help them in there own lives.  I feel that writing has always been a part of my life and now with my first book I intend on writing more books.  They will be on a variety of topics and I hope my reader will enjoy them all.  This book I start over ten years ago and just recently polish it up and went a head and got it published.  I contine the pursuit to become a writer and deveople my skills. I attended Portland University and various other college to try and find  what I would be great at. And what I come to find out  is beoming a writer is what drive me. I have a great since of humor and I see things differently from most people, I have an insight into peoples behavior.   

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